how?

How does one make their dreams come true? 
find the funding?
the nerve to "do" it?

I MUST figure this out. because doing nothing is killing me. I am wasting time, and none of us have a whole lot of that these days. I waste time dreaming the dream, but no follow through. one of these days there has got to be follow through.

I'll be back later.... {sooner than later}

wonderfully horrible

I am looking forward to a great weekend, but also looking at some hurt feelings in the near future.
The girls are both playing in our state volleyball regionals, and while it is a weekend I have dreamt about, (both girls love volleyball--hoorah!) unfirtunately, they do not play at the same venue. Actually they are 15-20 min. apart. Inevitably some feelings are going to be hurt. I hate that. There will be someone there to watch all of the games, between all 3 (4) of the adult parent/grandparents going, but I can't watch all of them.

I hate that.

I hope they know how much I hate missing even a second of even the second game of even their 3rd match of the day.

I hate just missing any of it.

brand new

stay tuned... times are changing.... new blog ahead!